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I dreaded holiday greetings and birthdays.

Because I couldn’t keep up.

I wanted more margins of my capacity. Every move I make is like a bucket hole draining me.

What would others say? I feel like I have an obligation to keep updated of my relatives and friends (of there whereabouts) I left behind in the Philippines.

What’s the red line here? Where does care end and obligation begin?


Does this really have to be a struggle.. a form of job I keep carrying?